So i did speak to my good ole friend today cuz last night we decided we werent thingking straight and that we'll talk today to figure out what's gonna go on. I think i'm better off with somone not pushing me to do something i don't want to do and i told him i don't want to force him into a life of celibacy by putting my values on him which is why i decided it's best if we go our separate ways.
So, i'm not exactly sure how i feel today but i do know he's a great friend and i did want us not to really get involed i a serious relationship cuz someone's gonna get hurt in the end and the earlier the better.
So life still goes on, i don't even have my purity ring on cuz i took it to the store for a smaller size and i still haven't recieved the call back to come get it. I guess u don't need a purity ring to stay pure. But yeah, we're havin lunch on saturday, i just hope we stay friends cuz i'm trying to figure out where my life is heading now. So, point blank, i'm not sure how i feel, i'm more or less feeling like what i'm i gonna do now that i've thrown off somethig that hinders my growth in Christ.
I guess i'll figure it out. Of course, one thing i've been thinking about is the rebuttal of why do i hold one sin above others. i stil don't think i do. i mean no christian should consciously and purposely try to sin. All i can say to God is Scott's Krippayne song "Deeper still".
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