I studied my butt off for psych and that quiz was not atrocious. It was blair who was. I mean shut up and let us take the test.
I walked in late and that lady made me do that test in 10 min... if she was expecting me to fail... that is not going to happen. But what pissed me off is the fact that she kept talking and repeating the times. Everyone got pissed off. I'm soo glad she knows my face but does not know my name.
Here's what i hate about team teaching... You either get an evil dominatrix and an angel or you 2 Jezebels in Esther's clothes. I don't know which one i prefer cuz in the first scenario, if the dominatrix get on stage, life sux. In the second scenario... life just stinks all along.
The only that pissed me off is i getting the alcohol withdrawal wrong. all i kept preaching yesterday was substance abuse and somewhere within me, i felt i would get it wrong and there i went. There was nothing on anxiety disorders... i did not focus on it but the blairs behavior is just what sux.
Being late to class wasn't the best thing ever and i'm try to show up for the final early. i was really trying to keep a streak of 100s just so if i screw up on the final, i wouldn't care. Looks like i have to study for the final... Did i learn a lesson, cuz i was late for genetics this afternoon...
And for maternity, I'm just gonna pray and hope God has mercy and help me. I do have an A but only God knows how the next quiz would bite. I just hope i get to be in the NICU tomorrow instead of MIU. No offense but i'm counting the days...
I know good old Marge teaches the Drs and i want to get into it but do i want to face someone like blair in the DRNP. I'm really staring to think columbia sounds better...except livin in ny wouldn't be a pocket breaker.
Too tired to work tonite.... long day ahead tomorrow if God permits
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
a slow morning
I took a double dose of the diflo*nac just to avoid the "discomfort." And all i really feel like doing now is listen to Steven Curtis chapman but i leave for church soon. Chirp is paying really good today i'm not sure i want to work this afternoon... I'll figure that out later
Christine
Christine is patient i met my second day at blank (patient confidentiality). Anywho...for some reason, i paid a little attention to her today... she didn't want to talk to me. However, here are some things i heard her say today... rather silly but i really want to understand these patients.
first i overheard her telling one of the nurses "i'd rather be a hold than an old bitch"
Tara sits at the other end and goes "the first part is true"
My thoughts were why would she say that... of course this someone who has no judgment or insight but let's not ignore the fact she could have been functional one point in time
then later she goes "you don't have to confess to anyone. Just to God. I've done my sins, my confession my penance. I'm not doing those anymore" at least there is an atom of truth in this
Second, she leaves group and says "i'm leaving because i'm not being allowed to say how i fee." then she adds "i'm not a mennonite (sp?)." My mind just when what the ? what in the world was she thinking... i can't find my bored and i' too tired... but i'll see i can talk to her next week.
first i overheard her telling one of the nurses "i'd rather be a hold than an old bitch"
Tara sits at the other end and goes "the first part is true"
My thoughts were why would she say that... of course this someone who has no judgment or insight but let's not ignore the fact she could have been functional one point in time
then later she goes "you don't have to confess to anyone. Just to God. I've done my sins, my confession my penance. I'm not doing those anymore" at least there is an atom of truth in this
Second, she leaves group and says "i'm leaving because i'm not being allowed to say how i fee." then she adds "i'm not a mennonite (sp?)." My mind just when what the ? what in the world was she thinking... i can't find my bored and i' too tired... but i'll see i can talk to her next week.
Psych
Ok, so i started out wanting to go into cardiology.... i know where i got that idea from (though quite stupid). But what could i do, here's a smart blank who has to meet everyone's expectation cuz every smart blank goes to be a doctor. So i was going for it till my sophomore year when i decided money is quite important...so i decided to take the long way... but even with that i decided if push comes to shove, i'll go into anesthesia... all in the name ease and great pay...
After shadowing Dr. ****** last quarter in the OR, i would have thought about going into orthopedic surgery cuz knee surgery got me, the hip one changed my mind.
Pysch was totally out of question till i met Lorraine in the summer. i liked what she did and for the first time, i thought i could do this... the question is do i really want to do it? Brown thinks i'm pretty darn good and i realized i was quite upset today when the lazy bunch i was with today did nothing but sit in the back.
Never in my life did i think i'd stand my a mentally ill person but the whole idea of interacting therapeutically is quite fascinating for me. I hate process recordings cuz i think its a waste of time.
A patient i spoke to last week who i thought was doing well was back to square one... maybe a step above square one.
I'm wondering what to do for co-op: critical care, Geriatrics or psych. the only reason why i'd consider psych is if it pays like Tamara says... i just have to admit it. but i only have tommorow and monday to decide if i'll drop some of my interviews. i really can't go to every darn interview especially in the winter / december when WB would be paying great for mytime...
Soo much to analyze... Oh... i have test this week, the Maternity was postponed. I sure wouldn't be sitting here if it were on monday... fo now, i'll leave the little doctor-to-be to study for his exams. Just so when mine comes along... i can tell him to shut up....
Long day...waking up to catch the train to the hospital, dealing with a patient who's silly words i decided to pay attention to but i spoke to few and had to leave.
After shadowing Dr. ****** last quarter in the OR, i would have thought about going into orthopedic surgery cuz knee surgery got me, the hip one changed my mind.
Pysch was totally out of question till i met Lorraine in the summer. i liked what she did and for the first time, i thought i could do this... the question is do i really want to do it? Brown thinks i'm pretty darn good and i realized i was quite upset today when the lazy bunch i was with today did nothing but sit in the back.
Never in my life did i think i'd stand my a mentally ill person but the whole idea of interacting therapeutically is quite fascinating for me. I hate process recordings cuz i think its a waste of time.
A patient i spoke to last week who i thought was doing well was back to square one... maybe a step above square one.
I'm wondering what to do for co-op: critical care, Geriatrics or psych. the only reason why i'd consider psych is if it pays like Tamara says... i just have to admit it. but i only have tommorow and monday to decide if i'll drop some of my interviews. i really can't go to every darn interview especially in the winter / december when WB would be paying great for mytime...
Soo much to analyze... Oh... i have test this week, the Maternity was postponed. I sure wouldn't be sitting here if it were on monday... fo now, i'll leave the little doctor-to-be to study for his exams. Just so when mine comes along... i can tell him to shut up....
Long day...waking up to catch the train to the hospital, dealing with a patient who's silly words i decided to pay attention to but i spoke to few and had to leave.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
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