Monday, September 03, 2007

Interestingly rude answer?!!!

So, my preceptor was making a comment that last nite was my last nite. Then she added, well, it's not her last but it's her last with me. Another drexel co-op sitting infront me while i add my I&O goes "is your last night?" Trying not to loose focus on the numbers i'm adding, i respond "you heard what she said." Poor **** opens her mouth and goes "that's an interstingly rude answer."
If i wasn't a Christian, my first reaction woulda been wtf?!! But then again this is someone who has serious issues with stuff that comes out from ppls mouth or even ppls reactions. So, i refused to pay attention to what she said or say anything and she got up and left. I was not gonna drag that negativity she was trying to breed onto me and make it something hugh. I just didn't care if that was what she thought it is. I am soo sick of that attitude!

This person takes things soo personally that even when it doesn't relate to her she claims it does and creates huge mountains out of mole hills. I mean the other day, i got off the shuttle and she tells me someone is asking to speak to me. i looked back when she called me, stood to listen to what she said then kept walking. She followed me to ask "why r you ignoring me?" if i was ignoring her i woulda kept on walking when when she called and not even stood to listen to her. And btw, this was after a test where i was semi-depressed about the whole exam thingy.
Last time, she comes into a session with julie and i. Oh, i saw her tutoring, said hello and said i'll see her at work. Then she comes to know on the door where Julie and I were, opens it and goes "what are you doing?" While i understand that curiosity is part of human nature, what i don't get is how the heck is that part of a her silly business! So, since we had a recorder taping everything and i didn't want to go like "get out of here," i politely say, "you're taking up our time" and sorta point to the recorder on the table. She still stands ther and keep going what are you guys doing for like 2 more times and i say the same thing and even add, we're on the clock here and then she goes are you playing a game. As much as i wanted to scream the hell out of our session, i still kept trying to tell that noozy nosed person to in the same way to stop taking our time, we're recording something. Finally, she gets it, says sorry and leaves.
She sees me at work and goes "thanks for screaming at me." Huh?!!! why would i scream in front of a stranger. So i reply, thanks for intruding on my session.

Once again, she takes that on the offensive side, and i really didn't care this time. She starts giving me a cold shoulder. i figured if she needs to talk to me, i'm always open and will answer her so i went about my business. One nurse tried to find a picture on my facebook profile and since i wasn't willing to show it, she asks "girlfriend" here to show her. So i follow her and when i got near girlfriend, her first reaction was "why are you intruding in my email?" What the bloody ****!!! I wanted to go "have i held your hands or the keyboard or am i hacking into the computer you're using but i just left for the sake of peace.
Now that was SUPER childish. I mean a six-year-old coulda behave better, than she a 22-year-old. I told her right there she has serious issues and she goes in the most angry, irrate almost to the point-of-tears-tone that i should never say that to her. Like i give a crap what she said, i just left her to her bitter misery. I'd already removed the picture from facebook.

Of course, she stopped that cold silly attitude of hers and i guess she stopped cuz i just said hi to her or what i needed to say to her and went about my business. I really haven't given much of my time to her since then cuz i just can't deal with her. She's too much of an emotional and physical burden for me and i just refuse to carry it. I honestly have no hard feelings towards, if there was anything at all, which i don't think there is, i have let it go and forgiven her. I just don't have time to deal with her self-centeredness where she things everything is about her. Maybe i'm being a li'l bit of a harsh critic here but onvr upon a time, I, too, used to think the everything was all about me and i hope i don't hate this trait cuz i possess it myself, cuz i think i'm done and over with.

I just pray to God to help me life a peace with everyone here so i can have my peace of mind, Amen.

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